Sunday, April 21, 2013

Chapter 37

Lilian: ana wa7da bagolikom il9ej...











































Ana meshtahya hot chocolate chithi laish yama3tkom

Reem&I: AMBAAAIH MIN9EJICH?

All the guys burst out laughing we all laughed

Zayd: 7aywanaaaa

Lilian: ma7ebik

Zayd: I love you too

Lilian stuck her tongue out

Lilian: ma7abek bes a7eb

she looked around stopped at anas 3ala 6ooooool she looked away no one noticed but I did LOOOOOOOOL.


Zayd: mnou?

Lilian: malegayt a7ad...

Jassem&Abdullah: AFFFAAA

Lilian: 9a7 9a7 bes a7eb Abdullah oo jassem 3ashan ohma 3ajeebeen oo 3azmeeni 3ala hot chocolate

Abdullah and jassem chuckled

Lilian: 9a7?

A&J -A.J LOOL sorry-: 9a7 9a7

Zayd: a3teref ikhti ma9la7cheya
Ams bilayl yayatlee bag3ad ma3aak
Agoolaha okay
Itgooli a7ebek she hugs me we have this moment b3dain itgool Zayd a7ebek sa3edni asawi cake moo ma7roog 3ashan akla.

All: LOOOOL

Lilian covered her face

Lilz: Zayd itfashell

Zayd: ana a3almech kil hatha oo itsawi one small cupcake oo takla 3ashan ma akla

Lilz: but you love meee

Zayd: yeah right

Lilz: yallah Abdullah Jassem 3azmeenu 3alla hot chocolate?

Jassem: ana mali shi3'el

Abdullah: yallah imshay

Lilian had the biggest dorky smile ever on her face : hehe


They went to buy hot chocolate. Anas and khaled went to their college anas was absoloutly trying to hide his jealousy.

We all went to our cars except for Zayd. Me. Lilian. Reem. We were going together and ilsit reem tabi frappacino

Zayd: Fai shnou tabeen?

Me: mabi shay

Zayd: faaaaaiiii

Me: shnou kalayt bilbait

That was a lie

Zayd: y3ni itha dagayt 3la anas begooli inich kalaytay

Me: usbxheujs abee hot chocolate

Lilian: oo2 oo2

We ordered hot chocolate. I was getting money out of my pocket..

Worker: thank you sir the ordar weell beey ovar thayre.


I gave him a death stare he smiled devilishly

We had our test and stuff the bell rang tests were done we finished school after tomorrow is graduation

Almost all students in the school: WOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAHHHOOOOHHHHAAAHHHHHHHOOOOHHHAAAAAHHHHOOOOHHH

Everyone was smiling and laughing

Abdullah: WHAT TIME IS ITT?

Lilian: ITS OUR VACATION

Jassem: WHAT TIME IS IT?

Me: SUMMMERRRR TIMMMMEEE

Anas picked lilian, Reem and me up they all came to my house.


Guess wha2?? I don't know what I'm gonna wear after tomorrow....



I woke up from the sun shining I forgot to close the thing mal window before I sleep it was 5:30 AM I had a lot of hyperness in me.




I walked out. Walked into Anas's room but didn't find him haw where would he be? I called him


Me: aloo

Anas: hala hala

Me: anas wainek

Anas: nmt bildewanya m3a rb3i

Me: oh okay 7asbali 9ar shay mta betred?

Anas: al7een ba3ad shway

*background: OO GOOOOAAAAALLL**

I giggled 9ij 9bayan

Me: yallah bye

Anas: bye bye

We hung up malat 3alay shimga3edni


I walked to the garden kaifi judge me I was in my pyjamas

I smelled the fresh air I don't know why but i wanted to walk a bit. I called reem she was asleep then I called lilian


Me: Lili

Lilz: heyo

Me: intay ba3ad?

Lilz: ee gmt imbacherr

Me: s3a cham?

Lilz: 5:00 AM

Me: 5:30 AM

Lilz: LOL ta3alay bayty kilman nayem

Me: okay al7een abadel agool 7g anas oo ayey

Lilz: bug byee

I hung up then called anas


Me: ANAAAS baroo7 bayt lilian okay? Okay yesss mashkoor cham ra8am the driver y3ni dam inik r6'ayt


I said all this


Some Guy laughing : umm al7een anadi anas


9ar feeni woooppss aaah who cares it's not like I'm going to meet him

Anas: aloo

Me: anaas baroo7 bayt lilian

Anas: okay bes latet2akherain wayed

Me: s3a 5:45 AM lay meta bag3ad y3ni

Anas: LOL shdarani khalay ilsayeg ewadeech oo ana akhthech

Me: k bye

Anas: wayhech k yallah bye

We hung up.

It was a bit warm but there was hawa
outside so I wore:

A light light blue jean jacket

Under it was a white sleeveless shirt

With beige exactly over the knee shorts

And a brown belt

With golden beige puma shoes

It was 6:15

I went to the car I called the driver 15 minutes ago for him to bring the car up to the door


--our house lke you know when there's steps to go next to the door? Yes that you go up the steps and there's a road where cars can go next to the door-- I hope you get the image of it....


We arrived at lilian's house the best part about it that it was next to the village it was in "abou 7a9aniya" or "fnaites" something like that.


So we would walk a little and there house was next to the beach and we would walk a little then we would arrive to the village so the area was amazing!!!


It's like a beach house but not in chalet areas..

We got their I walked to the doorbell and pressed the doorbell

OH YEAH LOSAS I USED THE DOORBELL NOT MY PHONE

So lilian opened the door il7abeeba labsa abercrombie and fitch shirt with hollister jean shorts

And nike shoes

Lilian: hey hey

Me: hola

Lilian: seniorita ta ta

Me: do the harlem shake

We started jumping up and down while dancing


Lilian: lets like walk

Me: yallah

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Chapta 36

This post is dedicated to @Asooma_E tge person that actually wanted the post :D and to everyone readjng this love you guys xxx



We all planned the senior prank as a class.

Let's imagine that all seniors are not going to school tomorrow no it isn't senior ditch day we just wanted to have the prank on that day and then the day after tomorrow we start tests -.-


About the teacher yeaah.

Lemme tell you what happened to him..

Zayd: stath 3andi so2aal 3an my g p a

T: tfazal is2al

Zayd: la 3aad stath moo jdam ilkil

T: aa

Zayd took him with him to the classroom next to ours it was empty. So they went inside zayd Ran out of the class they were in locked the door then came to our classroom

He locked the door of our classroom to so if anyone got him out they wouldn't have access to come inside.

We planned everything and talked to the other classes and everyonenwas told what to bring

Zayd went and opened the door
The stath started running following him around and screaming while zayd ran to the car ;'D

We said goodbye and stuff everyone went home to study.

I got home

Me: ANAAAS IM HOOOMMEE

Anas: IB DAAR ILAKEL

Me: 7A6EEEN LUNCH

Anas: GAM E7I6OOONA

Me: LATAKEL BABADEL

Anas: YOOUUU33AAAAN

Me: LAA2 LATJEES ILAKEL

Anas: OKAAAAY

I had to scream at the top of my lungs to tell him all this

I went and changed into a cropped shirt with some jean shorts. As you noticed I love wearing cropped shirts at home!

I walked to the dining room -phone in pocket-

Me: shnou 3'ada

Anas: pink pasta

Me: yummm

I was staring at the food

Anas: Fai Khaled Khaled fai

I looked up

Me: ohhh

Khaled: heyy

Me: hello

We sat there i ate in silence while they were chatting

I went upstairs took my books speakers and stuff I need then walked to the front yard garden.

I sat there singing and studying.

I heard a car it must be anas and his friend going out. --Anas is a car freak a huge one like he has 2 cars in the deera and one at the chalet and he's talking my dad into buying him one when he comes back.

He now has a porshe carrera& a G class at the deera while he has a wrangler at the chalet. God may9eer :( mayestahel mabi abeeeeee ;p --

So I was jamming to we are who we are my little mix my cousin told me about this song you should hear it.

Me: WE ARE WHO WE ARE WHO WE ARRRE AND IM GONNA SHOUT LIKE A STAR CAUSE IM THE ONLY ME IN THIS WORLD THROW AWAY THE BOOKS AND THE MAGEZINES NEVA GONNA LOOK LIKE A BEAUTY QUEEN


I studied stu DIED stuDIED and STUDIED like there was no was no tomorrow.


We woke up I went to everyone's house and took them then we went to school we had some water guns eggs masks and everything on.

What we basically did was spray soak and scare everyone in our way.


The day after---


I finished studying so basically this was my schedule for this week studying finishing then test studying finishing the test aaah you get it! Anas helped me for arabic & deen.


I think I did good today they tell us the grades & tomorrow.

I woke up the next day today was the last day after tomorrow was graduation and just aaaah I'm so excited.

I went to sarbucks we were meeting up there I dont know why dont ask me it was lilians idea

Lilian: hello welcome you may take a seat

Zayd: babe we're on our seats bala tifilsef

Bader: shfeech imyam3atna

Anas came into starbucks with "Khaled" I don't really like him idk why.

Don't judge me.

Anas came to us with khaled they all had their hello's

Khaled shoock hamds with lilz and reem
Me too of course he's not that rude.

Khaled: shloonkom?

All: kwayeseen

Everyone laughed

Anas: laish chithi ga3deen chnkom

Lilian: chna shnou law feek khair gool

Anas: asef asef

Lilian: you better be

Me: Lilian imyam3atna an hour gabel the test.

Jassem: laish imyam3atna

Lilian: shoofaw ana yama3tkom mni

She looked at the ground with a serious face.

Zayd: fee shay 9ayer man3aref 3ana?

Lilian: .........

Reem&I: AMBAAAAAIIIIHHH IM9EJICH?

Zayd: bahefich kaf

Saturday, April 13, 2013

READ THIS IT TELLS YOU ABOUT MY STORY IM ADDING SOMETHING

Okay so there was no drama in my life and really there's like two months or three untill I finish school so I'm going to make stuff up about what's going to happen THANK YOU FOR READING.
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Friday, April 12, 2013

Chapter 35

This post is dedicated to five amazing people they're beautifull kind and cool:

@My_Mistrie_Life
@k56__
@mahaAlRumaih
@fajerao_
& @DanaaMW
@bloggersstory_
ENJOYYY
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It's thursday tomorrow we start winter break KOLOLOLOLEEESH

So I woke up then went to reem's house then lilian's house zayd&lilian hopped in we went to jassems house he hopped in we went to abdullah's house he hopped in bader hopped in. Abdullah told us his address -.- wallah fa89a :(


Jassem: FA899AAAAAAA
FAAAAII DANAY

Fai: WAYN ADANY A77 ANA GA3DA 3ALA THE SEATBELT

Zayd: 6I7SAWWW

Abdullah: 7AYWAN GA3ED JDAAAM

Zayd stuck his tongue out: 7ARA I7TARAY BABY

Lilian: YA NAAAS

Zayd: KHAIR

Lilian: LAIH 3AM BET9ARKHOO YA AMA3A

Jassem: I'M SQUISHED

Me: YA 7A6'A ANAS

Sinse anas graduated before us he went out to starbucks with his "class" friends -.-

Lilian: EEEE

Bader: ABE STARBUCKS

Me: NO NO NOOOOOOO

bader: PWEAAAAAASEE

Lilian: driver guy name can you go to starbucks?

Driver: yes

He went to starbucks

We all got down together

7asha moo nas A39abat 8oraysh -this one's for you D-

We went to starbucks sat down and chatted we saw people from our school. We chatted then went to school at around 8:30 Zayd faked an excuse and we got in.

Everyone went to there class


*LAST PERIOD ARABIC*

We all got in together we all have arabic together since Zayd, Bader, Abdullah, and Jassem are childhood friends they came into school together a year later than anas and everyone. So they always are the biggest in the grade y3ni fahamtaw??

Stath: ya allaaah

Me: ahlan

All: hala hala

Stath: oo3odoo wala 9out

Me: laish?

Lilian: CAUSE SHE WANTS TO SCREAM AND SHOUT

Bader: AND LETT IT ALL OUT

Zayd: AND SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT OUT

Abdullah: WHEN WE WALK IN THE CLASS

Some guy in our class -Feras- : ALL EYES ON US

Some girl -sara-: I WANNA SCREAM

Abdullah: AND SHOUT

Reem: AND LET IT ALL OUT

We continued the song and eeryone said a line from the song.

Stath: I9M6OOO YA 3YAAAL

Abdullah: AFFFFAAA

Stath: affa ib 3aynek doul

The bell rang everyone in the entire school ran out and we all screamed. WOOOAAAHH ITS WINTER BREAK

Zayd: WHAT TIME IS IT???

Me: ITS OUR VACATION


We all were so happy. My mom called me yesterday! She told me she misses me and apologized told me the reason why she went I understood so we skype anas and I with mom and dad at night.

Everyone went to there house abdullah went to zwara. Zayd went out with his friends. Anas was going to take us to the chalet. And everyone else was busy

So basically it was lilian. Reem. Fai. And Anas at the chalet.

We got there anas went to his friends chalet some guy called "Nasser" we were alone HEYYYAAAA


Lilian: whachya guys wanna do it's 4

Me: buggy?

Reem: yess

We all took a buggy and A helmit because my dad doesn't allow girls to go on a big buggy without him or someone we know is around.

Haha cause we bad girls ✌

We all rode alone but next to eachother.

Lilian was like: bes khalaw sha3arkom barra ilhelmet 3ashan ma7ad 7asbala a7na guys.

We laughed

We raced down the street and back it was fun we finished at about 5:30?




Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Chapta 34


This post is to the amazin @fajeralsumait it's bot like she told me to do this LOL i love herrrr so kind and helpfull enjoy this everyone




Everyone came and sat with us I was still in my sleep :p


Anas: shfeeha fai

Abdullah: faj2a ilyiniya namat

Anas: LOL

Kilman gam esoulef I haven't heard a single peep come out of zayds mouth

Soon enough I was asleep but you know that kind of sleep when you hear everything and know everything that's happening. Oh well it's not actually sleeping I just closed my eyes to lazy to open them.

Abdullah whispered: nimtay?

Me: eeh

Abdullah smiled: laaaa

Me: hehe

Abdullah: inzain lifay rasech 3ashan ashouf itha nimtay

Me: nimt nimt

Abdullah: khoush noum

Me: shft shouun?

Abdullah: LOL awadeech darech?

Me: no

Abdullah: okaay

Me: banam

Abdullah: namay

Me: wadni my room

Abdullah chuckled: yallah al7een

He got up carrying me with him

Ya7laila a7san okhoo abdullah 💃 bagool 7ag anas ina abdullah a7san minaa

Anas: awadeeha ana

Abdullah looked down on me I opened a small portion of my eyes and nodded.

Abdullah laughed: la oo itgool inha nayma

Me: chaaaab.

Anas carried me to my room he was going to go out.

Me: ANAAAAS

I whined I love it when I whine and anas gets annoyed ;

Anas: haa

Me: t3aaaal

Anas: khair

Me: banaam

Anas: okaay...

Me: brou7e? *I had that puppy dog face on*

Anas: khara ib shaklich

I gasped : khala9 mabeek

Anas: okay

Me: la la imbala

Anas layed down next to me and I instantly slept.




*NEXT DAY*

I woke up to see no one in my room not even lilian -.-

I went downstairs it was 8 AM lilian was awake alone downstairs singing to herself and making black pancakes -.- I swear this girl is so weird...


Lilian wakey wakey eggs and baky

Me: Lilian shimga3dech?

Lilian: my alarm

Me: Laish 7a6a alarm -.-

Lilian: chithi kint mishtahya agoom

Me: 9ayda

Lilian: AND IM FEELING GOOD.

Me: ITS A NEW DAAAY

Lilian: ITS A NEW LIFFEE.

Me: OHHHHH

Lilian: latkharfeen your own lyrics 😂 oo rou7ay 9alay

Me: okay okay

I went and prayed and wore jean shorts with some random cropped t shirt

I went downstairs and Lilian was ready with her shorts on and some shirt and running shoes

Yes we are going for a jog I need to exercise because they just took of my cast so I had to exercise -.-

We started jogging and jogging and jogging and jogging untill we had to stop and breathe and breathe and breathe and drink water we were so tired


Lilian: BAMOOOT

Me: ABEE AMOUUT

A car passed by and we saw that it was anas with starbucks

Anas: HAHAAAAY

Lilian: chub barkab

Anas: rikbay bes fai lazem tarke6' moo zain

Lilian: ifff ifffff

Lilian stayed with me
He had a wrangler for the chalet -.- y3ni a chalet car..

Me: ANAAAS BAMOOT

Anas: buh bye

Me: INZAIN WAIT ABEE STARBUCKS

Anas: a7e6a bilthalaja now run

He was driving away

Anas: RUN LIKE YOU NEVER RAN BEFORE!!

He drove away

Lilian: I'M WIDE AWAKE 💃💃

Me: I WISH I KNEW THEN WHAT I KNEW NOW

Lilian: DARARARRA REALITY HURTS ITS MY LIFE

Me: FAAALLLIIINGG FROOMM BLA BLAAAAAAAH

Lilian: BLA BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAAAAAAAHH

Me: WOOOAAAAH

Lilian: WE STRONG

Me: YALLAH LET US RUN MA MAYN MAAAAN


Lilian: RUNS GETS THERE DRINKS WATER AAAAH

Me: yallah jed lets run

Random person: 3aabaalhom olympics

Lilian and I laughed hard..

Ahhsusbd shnou kan e6'a7ek 😂😂😪

We ran and ran and ran and ran and we got there

Me: WOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

Lilian: KOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLEEESSSH

Reem: LOOOOOOL

Me: yummaa intay meta yeetay

Reem: dagayt 3alaych intay nsaytay mobilich -.- chan anas egool ayey -.-.-.-.-.-

Me: HEEEYYY

Lilian: HEY THERE REMAYMA WHATS IT LIKE IN CHALET CITY YOU'RE ONE MILE AWAY BUT GURL TONIGHT I LOOK SO PRETTY YES I DO TIMES SQUARE CANT SHINE AS BRIGHT AS MEEE I SWEAR ITS TRUE..

We laughed yeah y'know


*2 months later*

It was the weeekend before the last week of school and after that we have winter break 💃

Abdullah & Reem are a couple

Anas and Lilian like eachother no, LOVE eachother but are toooo shy to admit it

Zayd said sorry and we're close friends but aren't a couple because of anas so he's waiting for me to graduate.

But ina when I graduate he graduates since he started school late

So he's going to "yakh6eb"

Rashed like's reem but knows he can't get her so Abdullah gets very angry when reem and him are in the same room.

Remember Wahab? Yeah he said he loved me and all I told him I can't he now is going to continue college in London

Anas sometimes gets angry when lilian is around bader.

And zayd gets angry when I'm around any guy -.-



So life's great now!! Absoloutly awesome!


I woke up smiling.

YAAAYYY weekend

I was going to the chalet today. Alone..

With all the cousins. But yet no one to have fun with except for abdullah.


Lilian had to go to their chalet. Reem was going to their chalet. Zayd&Anas were going out. I haven't heard from bader sinse the last time at the chalet and well everyone couldn't make it except for Abdullah :D he was in the mood for chalet.


I was ready and all and I was waiting for abdullah.

He finally go here I got on the car.

Abdullah: wa3alaykom ilsalam

Me: wara7maatoo allahee wabaraakaato

Abdullah: *gasp*

Me: shnou

Abdullah: pointed at my hair

I screamed

Me: SHNIU FEE SHNOU FEE

Abdullah: oh la wala shay bes chii

Me: -.-

-12 AM-


Everyone was asleep except for Abdullah and I of course

Me: khal nel3ab sing it!!

Abdullah: shloun e6ale3 9out!!

Me: khayma duuuuuh

Abdullah: duuh ib wayhech

Me: yallah chop chop

We went to the khayma

So we had a khayma outside 9oub ilstreet we have it open on winter days but closed on summer.

We sat outside sha3'alna kilshay

Abdullah: ay song

Me: madree

Abdullah: rolling in the deep!!

Me: okhh yallah

Abdullah immitated me -.-: okhhh yallah

He put the song on.


Me: THERES A FIRE

Abdullah: STARTING IN MYY HEAART

Me: REACHIN THE FEVERS

Abdullah: THAT ARE BRINGING ME OUT THE DARK

Me: THE SCARS OF YOURE LOVE

Abdullah: KEEP ME THINKIN

F&A: WE COULD OF HAD IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLL ROLLIING IN THE DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP YOUUU HAD MY HEART INSTEAAAAAD YOU PLAYED IT TO THE BEAAAT

We got almost everything wrong

We were laughing-dancing-screaming and singing at the same time

YES WE CAN MULTI TASK ;;

Me: 7e6 payphone

Abdullah: a7la shay kila high notes

Me: exactly 💁

Abdullah: AND GO

Me: IM AT AAA PAYPHOONE TRYING TO CAALLL HOME ALL OF THE CHANGE I SPENT ON YOU

Abdullah: WHERE HAVE THE TIMES GONE BABY ITS ALL GONE WHERE ARE THE PLANS WE MADE FOR TWO

F&A: YEAH YEAH I KNOW ITS HARD TO REMEMBER THE PEOPLE WE USE TO W ITS EVEN HARDER TO PICTURE THAT YOUR NOT HERE NEXT TO ME YOU SAY TO MAKE IT BUT IS IT TOO LATE TO TRY 💃💃


Ga3adna 3ala hal7ala untill 2 AM?

Chan inroo7 inaam.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Chapta 33

Hal post 7g @k56__ 3ashan itra6'i @kuwait1ES LOOL

Enjoyxx


Abdullah poured the water on top of our heads.

Lilian: YAL YAHEELLL

abdullah: ana yahel m3a wayhech -.-

Lilian: YES MA MAYN

Me: AAAAAAHHHHH

Guy: OSSHHHH WA7ED MAYNAAM

Lilian: deyaya.

Guy: HAA SHNOU?

He was inside there chalet how'd he hear lilian -.-?

Lilian: DEYAAAYA BAK BAK BAKAAA2

We heard the guy laugh

Abdullah: ASFEEN 3AL EZ3AAJ thoula intay?

Guy: OHHH HALA BIL3OBD

He came out -.- baih gosh kill me he was so ya ellahi 7ada 7loo LOL mashallah

Lilian was going to blush FASHLAAA

We decided to walk away as fast as we can.

He greeted abdullah

Guy: La76'a la76'a ay wa7da ili galat deyaya

I turned around and said: moo ana

He smiled: laish matlef ilthanya? :D

Lilian: ilthanya 3indaha isim!

He: shisimha oo laish matlef?

Abdullah: ob ob ob ihya tist7ee :o?

Lilian: yaf6'ee7a abdullah.

They laughed

He: layl7een malafat..

Lilian: oo mara7 itlef.

Abdullah: LILIAN LILIAN SHOOFAY ICECREAM GALAXY

Lilian instantly jumped and turned around

Lilian: WAYN WAYN??

He: oo lafaaat 👏

Lilian: hi

He: ahlan

He was lost in her eyes NU UUUH LILIAN IS FOR ANAS.

Abdullah: Fai, Bader Bader,Fai
Lilian,Bader Bader, Lilian

Lilian: hi yallah bye

Lilian pulled my hand and started walking to our chalet.

Me: BII BADER

Bader: BYYEE FAI OO LILIAN

He laughed

We walked fast

Lilian: fashla fashla fashla

Me: ullah shda3wa wala marra giltay fashla

Lilian: 3ashan ohwa 7loo ithanyeen 3adyeen

Me: LOOOL
imshay bes imshay.

We walked back we got in and waited for abdullah.

Abdullah walked in

We were behind the couches.

Lilian was gonna scare him fist I was outside hiding.

Lilian: YAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
She screamed and jumped onto abdullah

Abdullah: YUMMAAAAA


LOOOL we heard another guy laugh he brought bader with him LOL

Lilian suggested for us to stay outside she told them I was changing.

Abdullah: khanshoof mama wallah 7loo ilfilim!!

He was walking outside.

Me: MAMAMAMAMAMAMMAMAMAMAMAMMAMAMAM

I shouted and hopped on top of him.

Bader and abdullah jumped from there places

Lilian and I were laughing hard

Bader: 7meer

Lilian: why thank you.

Bader: haha no.

Me: Abdullah 3adi I jump in the pool

Bader and Lilian burst out laughing

Abdullah: la2

Me: please

Abdullah: la2

Me: PLEASSSEE

Abdullah: La2

Me: PLEEAAAASSSEEE

Abdullah: la2

Me: okay

Abdullah: good girl

Me: I've always been good.

Abdullah: eeh wayed imbayen

Bader: YAAA NAAASS

Lilian and I: khair

Bader: abee

Lilian: 6a3 hatha yay chalehna oo yetshara6 agoooool

Bader: goolay

Lilian: agooooool?

Bader: ee ee goolay!

Lilian: la khala9 walashay

Bader got up he was going to tickle lilian but lilian hid inside abdullah's arms

I was laughing I looked at bader and he was aiming on tickling me

Me: LAISH MASAWAYT SHAY

Bader: Kaayffeee 💃

Lilian: yahel yahel

I jumped in abdullahs arms so now we were both hiding.

Bader: yahaaal yahaall

Lilian: agogogaga

Bader: LOOOL

Lilian got out of abdullahs arms and sat they chatted together while I was still hidding.

Abdullah: shfeech

Me: just thinking

Abdullah: oo lay meta you're gonna think on my lap?

Me: lamaaan anaaam

Abdullah: I smeell that good?

Me: no

Abdullah: za3alt goomay

Me: maaabbbyyy

Abdullah: kaaak

Abdullah: khaneg3a 3ala ilsand mishtehee asawi sand castle

Me: okay LILIIIAAAN BADER

Bader: tra kana yamech

Me: khanroo7 3alsand

Lilian: yallah

Me: mali khilg agoum

Abdullah: ifff ifff kasoolaaa

He carried me and we went to the shore we sat there and abdullah started building his sand castle next to him


Me: 1 2 3 4 who's that knockin' up my door 5 6 7 8 who do we dominate 9 10 11 12 gotta a secret I can't tell schools out ring the bell

Lilian and I: NANANANANANANA OOOOOOO NANANANANNANAA YEAAAAH.

Bader: moo chna I just met you guys

Me: yeah we make you feel comfortable

Bader: LOOL

Abdullah: bes iff goumay goumay moz3eja

Me: a9lan moo kafoo ag3ad 3alayk

Abdullah: okay -.-

They all started chatting while I was in another world a world called Zayd.

If he got jealous today why'd he leave me? Wallah a7ebba wallah!!!

Lilian and bader were chatting I shook my thoughts out and we all were chatting.

Next thing I know my head slowly drops and I sleep 😂

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Chapta 32

After we got to the chalet the doctor told me I shoukd do some exercise so I sprinted inside.

Me: HEEEY

Eneryone looked up : hi

I looked at my foot and winked

Lilian hopped outta her seat: OHHH SHILTEEEE -she said in a squeeeky voice-

Everyone clapped LOOOL laish? Madree

They all gave me hugs.

It was 4 PM

Everyone decided to go out except for lilian and I.

WE GONNA ROCK THIS PLACE.

They all went and we went to the beach.

Lilian: MEAAAAAWWW

Me: HAW HAW

Lilian: MEAA EEAA OOWW

Me: shnou hatha

Lilian: ga6wa gam itzawe3

Me: aaah

Lilian: TURN UP THE MUSIC

Me: TURN IT UP LOUD

Lilian: TURN UP THE MUSIC

Nobody was in sight so we...


Started our own concert WE COOL.
Don't judge me it was Lilian's idea.

Lilian: LEMMME TELL YOU A STORY

Me: ABOUT A GIRL AND A BOOOY

Lilian: HE FEELLL IN LOVE WITH HIS BEST FRIEND

Me: WHEN SHES AROUND HE FEELS NOTHING BUT JOOY

Lilian: JOY JOY JOY JOY JOY J-J-J-JOYYY

Me: LOOOOL TATHKEREEN

Lilian: afaa 3alaich.

Well wondering who was joy? Yes he was kuwaity guy next to us in the line at starbuck reem lilian and i were there.

Faj2a wla his phone started ringing.
His ringtone was like

JOY. JOY. JOYJOYJOY. J-J-J-JOOOY

his friends were laughing lilian and I were whisper singing his ringtone but well we don't know how to whisper. Yeah he heard us.

Bes mara7 akamel LOOOL.

Lilian: LETS DO SOMETHING!!

Me: wanna race?

Lilian: ONE TWO THALAJA BYE.

She ran off to the other chalets it was hard running in sand.

Lilian: SUCKKKEEERRRR

she bumped into a guy.

Guy: LOOL shway shway shway shway.

Lilian: hehe asfaa.

Guy: la 3adi ila cham ra8mech.

Lilian: a77 ashkara chithi itra8emni?

Guy: ee 7di romancey

Lilian: BYE UGLLY WHOR-I MEAN BEAUTIFULL ALIEN

She ran away to our chalet

We were laughing our heads off.


The guys weren't coming untill like the morning they wanted a sahra they hesitated to leave us alone but we shayshnahom! 🙊

Lilian: YA RABAAAAAAAAH

Me: shfeech

Lilian: BARCELONA SCORED AYWAAAA 3ASHHAWWW WE WONNN

Me: ohh you're watching the game?

Lilian: yep

Me: mmm

Lilian: TA3ALAY LIBSAY BARCELONA SHORT AND T SHIRTS YALLAH

Me: okay

Well that's lilian to yah she lets you wear barcelona stuff whenever we win -.-

I wore my short and t shirt she wore her's

We never went out in public bes.

We were walking on the beach it was 6 PM.

Me: 7ABEEBI BARCELONI.

Random guy sitting at his chalet with his friend whispered to his friend: SHFT GILTLEK MOO AMRECIYA

God guys don't know how to whisper.

Lilian: EMOOT IB BARCELONAAA

Me: WANA MADREEDEE LAKEN

Lilian: CHUB SHNOU MADREEDIYA LA2 CHAAAAAAB.

Me: it's chub moo chaaaaaaaaaab.

Lilian: kayfee.

Lilian didn't hear what the guys were saying she was toooo busy having a party in her brain.


I tild lilian for us to walk back she said run LOL this girl is so hyper.

She started running I was running to not to brag but we are fast like really fast :p


We got to our chalet.

Lilian: khane6bakh

Me: EEE!!

Lilian: LIKE YEEAAAH YEAAH YEAAH YA AH MY BEST FRIENDS BROTHER MA BEST FRIENDS BROTHER HE'S THE ONE FOR ME

She danced and walked to the kitchen I smirked to myself

I went to the kitchen it was 7 PM

Lilian & I : YA MEHDA ABAA2 ILOLLA KATABOO MADREE SHNOU DARARARRARARARAR EE SHISMA MADREE SHNOU DARARARRAAA

:: a7eem 7eem

We turned around to see abdullah woah he got taller LOL.

Lilian: HALLAAAAAAAAA BEL WALAD.

Abdullah: KAAAAAK ohwa hala bil 7ob

Lilian: knt adree bes inta moo il7ob

Me: LAISH YEET?

I hopped onto his back

He held me then said: anas gal makhaleekom brou7kom

Lilian: ifff iff iffffff

Abdullah: chub

Lilian: 7asafa 3ad tawa knt bagoul khan boug sayara

Abdullah: na3am na3am na3am?

Abdullah is a fun and funny guy he's hot like lots of girls want him but Do not get the wrong idea he's our brother.

Lilian: ha la walashay asfa

Abdullah: YALLAH JEDAMI ROO7AW NAMAW.

Me: chub.

Lilian and I winked we took the jdr filled with water cold water we were gonna boil it bes 3addi. We took it chan we pour it on his head.

Abdullah: FUCK YOU GUYS

We laughed.

Abdullah: ana a3alemkom he went to the fridge and we ran away.

He was behind us with two bottles of water. We were running in the street he was behind us we were running and laughing so he caught up to us and held us.

Me: la khala9 asfa ahahahhahaha asfa hhajhahahhahhah

Lilian: ana moo asffa LOOOOL shaklek 3'abiii. KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK

Chapta 31

Zayd: Fai gam a7acheech

I ignored KAAAK this is fun

Zayd: FAI

Me: Ha shtabee

Zayd: s2altech so2aal oo abeech itjawbeeni shbainech oo bain rashed?

LOOL I wanna continue this I smiled slightly and looked down y3ni chna I'm blushing

He turned around looked at me wide eyed he never saw me like this LOL 💃 WHAT GOES AROUND COMES BACK AROUND OO MAA BAABBBYY

Zayd: SHBAYNECH OO BAIN RASHED.

His hands held the steering wheel hard and his face was red his neck veins popped out and his green eyes were still the most amazing eyes BES HE STILL LOOKS GOOOD 😉

Me: walashay!!

Zayd: walashay oo you're blushing?

Me: ee

Zayd: YOU DONT BLUSH 7G KALAM A7AD 3'AYREE ZAIN?

Me: khair inshallah kaifi Rashed is way nicer

Zayd looke down: fai please wakhray 3ana


Hahahahahaha no.

Me: what are you trying to do? First you get outta my life and then my parents and now rashed no just no okay khala9 end of sentence period new sentence la ba3ad new paragraph and indent okay? You ruined everything now shutup laman nou9al.


*Zayd's pov*

--I haven't done this for a long time 💁--

Ana chalb min chalb ib chalb dakhel chalb shaklee chalb shakh9eeti chalb kilshay feeni chalb zaaiiin :)?

7ail a8ethhh!

--6ala3t 7aretee fee 3adel--

Ana female dog oo male dog ba3ad zain

Laish. Ifff.

We went to the hospital the doctor gaalaaha ina mafeeha shay reelha oo ba3ad tgdar tsheel her cast!! 7imdellah.

Bes eli e8eth ina min ilwanasa she hugged the doctor wallah wdi akoufna.

I want to go back to the day I said I love you and take it all back at least I could get to be friends not people with memories yakhi a7ebha fehmooni -.-!


We got on the car wla the song ana oo galbee n3teref.


GOD. Abee Agoolaha hathi 7gech!!

I loudened the music and looked at her she was on her phone. But yet looking beautifulllll as ever.

I wonder if she ever gets a dark tan like now she's just a very light light shade of bronze. She's amazing. OYYYAAA a7ebha.


She closed her phone and listened to the music I put the volume louder. She smiled OYYYAAA a7ebha.

A7eb her smile.

A7eb her face.

A7eb her everything.

A7ebha ihya.





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Monday, April 1, 2013

Chapter 30

6oool i6reeej Anas he steeaalss views of lilian. And me singing we finally got there KOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOOOOOLLLEEESSSHHH

I took my crutches and started crutch running to the door shouted my nannies name so she could go get the bags and walked inside.

Guess who was there SARAA YEPPEEE.

Me: salam 3alaykom

Everyone: 3alaykom ilsalaam

I greeted everyone. Then lilian came with zayd they greeted everyone and sat beside me while I was next to abdullah and abdullah was next to zayd i guess abdullah and anas invited him :)

Abdullah: wain reem?
*he was taking a sip from his water*

-LMAO this really happened-

Me: mustashfa dashat ib3'aybooba. I looked down.

Lilian: moo giltlech latgooleela

Me: ohwa sa2al

Abdullah: shgam itgooloon

*he took another sip*

Me: gilllt ihya bil mustashfa dashat ib3'aybooba. I looked down.

Abdullah spat his water all on zayd LOL a7san KARMA MA MAIYYYNN.

Abdullah: LAISH SHFEEHA?

Me: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

Abdullah: shfeech??

Me: ra7at zwara

Abdullah: ana a3almech

He went to get water I got on my crutches and zoomed out of the chalet.

He was behind me and I was in the street sticking my tongue out at him

Abdullah: FAAAIIII WAKHHRAAY

Guy: FAAAII

I got pushed to the ground. But out of the streey.

Rashed was on top of me and I was under him LOL shakelna 8ala666

Rashed: ta3awartay?

Me: la2 ohhh mashkoor 7ayl

rashed: il3afoo bes lazem itrou7een doctor ili yamna 3ashan tit2akedain!!

Me: haw laish mako shay e3awer!!

Rashed: la2 bes ro7ay a7san okay

He got up and pulled me up. I said thank you again

While my crutches were on the other side of ther road he wrapped one arm around my shoulder and he helped me walk a little bes I GOT TIRED ON THE THIRD STEP LOOOL 7DI LAZY THESE DAYS

Rashed: tra gam itfakreen ib 9out 3alee

He was laughing

Me: LOOOL i7leff?

Rashed: wallah

He carried me untilllll my crutches then put me down

Me: thank you

Rashed: LOL no problem

Andullah: YALSUPERMAAN YA INTAAA

Rashed winked at him.

Zayd, Anas, and Lilian were all standing there lilian was laughing at me anas was happy that I didn't die and zayd had a red face.

Anas: Zayn minich mametay

Me: ullah amoot marra wa7da??

Anas: rashed ig3ad m3ana

Me: ee 3ashan na7regik

Rashed: hhaaa

Me: bes chithi bes chithi

Rashed: LOL ee okay bes agool 7g il3ayla oo ayelokom bes anas lazem itwadeeha ilmostashfa 3ashan 67t 3aalaa reelha ana

Anas: ee okay al7een agoul 7g ilsayeg ewadeeha

Me: ANA MARRY ITWADEENI M3A SAYEG??!!!

Anas: yup

Me: ana asoug a7sanli


Anas: chub

Me: akhaf a7achi ildoctor

Anas: haw laish?

Me: madree a7es be6al3oon ibra oo ya8tilooni.

Everyone laughed.

Rashed: khala9 ana awadeeha

Me: ohh yeaaah go rashed

Zayd: la 3adi awadeeha ana?

Rashed: ee please lazem a7achi il3a2ela alkareema.

Me: a777!

Rashed: LOOL yallah bye he walked to his chalet

Anas and all of them went inside

FUDGE MABEE AROU7 M3A ZAYD.

He got on the car.

Zayd: IBTRKBEEN?

I sighed and got infront

I sat there staring out the window.

Zayd: Fai

Me: shtabe

Zayd: Fai bas2elich so2al!

Me: oo ilso2al ohwaa

Zayd: shbaynech oo bayn rashed?


I ignored I wanted him to get angry.

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Chapter 29

Yeah Anas still has a crush on Lilian but I really hate anas now so I do not care 'bout him. So I called my grandma and she told me that she was there and "7ayakom"


R7na foug we made me a big bag we were staying for the weekend 😁

Lilian's maid made her a bag and sent it with the driver.

I wore skinny jeans and a cropped long sleeved grey shirt but like pulled the sleeves slightly up and wore Chanel toms took my bag and we went downstairs but it took a long time to wear the skinny jeans with my cast on -.-

Lilian herself was very very stylish she was wearing a dark jean jacket with a white body under it and beige shorts but not that short she didn't want my family to judge her 😂😪 <9ayda>


Anas: hey

Lilian: hii

I shat up.

Anas: fai wain btroo7oon

I ignored

Anas: fai??

Fai: chalet mama hessa mnak okay bye.

I walked outside

Anas: FAAI

Fai: Haa HAA shtabee

Anas said something to lilian she smiled nodded then went to the car he told me to come

Anas: Fai

Fai: shtabee

Anas: shda3wa shfeech 3alay

And there it was the war of tears.

I just have three places where I cry.

1) My room

2) the balcony

3) the chalet

I like fresh air!!!


I walked up to the balcony and faced the garden just watched and watched with tears streaming gosh I hated me I hated my life and I thought I was going to move on today bsr3a I wiped them away 👏

Anas came and sat.

Anas: Fai

Fai: You hate me I hate you why bother talking to me

Anas: afffaaa you hate me??

Moo wagt st3baaa6 -.-

Anas: asef asef oo rabi asef bes 3ad shda3wa mat7acheeni machena 3amdech okhoo yuba gilna asef


-you should read that it has information that makes some stuff easier-

To forgive him or not tooooo?

I smiled I guess I'll move on. He is my one and only sibling 😁

Iffff wai3 yakser ilkha6er -....-

Anas: oo hatha a new phone bedaal ili ga6ayta bilchalet winkissaarr

He handed me an iphone five gosh I love my brother I hugged him.

Anas: r6'aytaaay?

Me: I nodded ee I said in betweeen our hug


Anas: ana gayel ikhtee ma9la7cheyaa

-awwww inshaweg 😂😪-

Me: a77 a77 bes e3awer

He started tickling me I laughed hard.

Me: b ahahahahahha eesss hahahahahahahaha bes bes hahahahahah besahhahahahahahahha BES BES!!

Anas: okay yallah baroo7

Me: wain

Anas: chalet

Me: ma3ana?

Anas: ee

Me: oo mnou 3azmek -.-?

Anas: ana

Me: 3azem nafsek

Anas: eehh

Me: ullah

Anas: chub intay oo kobotich

Me: kuboty 7ilwa

Anas: 3ajeeba

Me: albes na6'ara wla la2?

Anas: la2 bdoon a7la

Me: yah yah gmna in3aref fashion

Anas: AFAA 3ALAICH

Me: LOL

Anas: bes yallah

Me: laish

Anas: 7obi ilawal wilakheer bilsayara

Me: aaahhh chthi laish imsare3

Anas: laaaaa 7ilfay wallah?

Me: wallah :D

Anas: yallah yallah imshay jdaamiii

I took my crutches and started walking fast next month I get to go to the doctor so he could check my leg and tell me if I could take the cast off early :D yaaah yaaah yaaah 💃💃

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Chapta 28

It's the fifth day of school. I was faking my life I was faking my smile. It would just hurt to laugh really it would.

Lilian: Fai
P
Me: haaaaa

Lilian: shfeech shfeech

Me: abee anaaaam

Lilian: la jed

I frowned they both understood. He came into the cafeteria and he was laughing with his friends really LAUGHING.

Okay I willl move on no more faking ba6'7ak.

Reem: good for you.

Me: haw shloun sima3tay

Reem: I read through minds

Lilian: ee ana ba3ad

Reem: intay dasha 3ar6' osh khal akamel tefelsefee

Lilian indagrat and what she always does when she tindeger is. She looks to the right and says: ha ee shnou?

I laughed reem and lilian laughed at the sight of seeing me laugh. It's gonna be hard but I'll do it. I know some days I'll break down but just not today.


Lilian: guess

Reem: shnou

Me; reem galat guess y3ni try guessing.

Reem: LOOL lemme guess: it's thursday?

Lilian: oh yeah and that means: ITS THURSDAY THURSDAY GOTTA GET DOWN ON THURSDAY.

Random guy in the cafeteria: LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND

Other guy: WEEEEKEEENND.

Random guy: REBECCA BLACK YEAH MAN

lilian: YOU GOT THAT RIGHT!!

Eeryone laughed then carried on with what they were doing :D LOL lilian's a keeper.


Reem: LOOL fashalteena

Lilian: ana fashaltich at least ana magool LOOL ana a6'7ak

Reem: chub.

Lilian: asfa

Reem: chub

Lilian: a7ebech

Reem: chub

Lilian: yaaaa 7obbbbyyy

Reem: hehe

Me: hahahahaha

Lilian: khanroo7 chalet

Me: eee

I jumped out of my seat

Reem: shfeekom you two are so hyper today?

Me: madree bes khanroo7

Lilian immitated me: eeee
And she jumped out of her seat.
LOL

Reem: ana magdar

Me: laish

Reem: wedding b3dain zwara mare7t minzimaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

Lilian: ee 9a7 3aib lazem itroo67 zwara hatha far6' min fara2e6' aleeeman kho99oo9an ilwahagaton.

Reem: shgam itgooleen?

Lilian: madree LOL

Me: shakoo ileeman?

Lilian: allah yadree

Me: you mean allah ya3lam

Lilian: ee 9a7 a9lan ana fakart ini agool chithi chan agool yadree.

We laughed.

We went to arabic we all had arabic together. The best part was that rashed, abdullah and jassem were with us.

Teacher: ya 3yaaal

All: halaaaa

Teacher: ooloo n3am shoo ilhala dee?

Rashed: abla. Abla abla

Teacher: ANA ISTAAZ MUSH ABLA.

Rashed: ohhh

Abdullah: staath lazem itge9 sh3rek b3dain ilbanat 7asbalhom inta mnhom!!!

Everyone laughed

Rashed: staath hatha 9a7?

Staath: mmmm

Me: mmmm

Stath: mmmmm

Me: mmmhhhmmm

Everyone was laughing

Stath: aahaaaa

Me: aywaaa

Stath: ante shoo 3am ta3mali! He shouted I jumped from my seat causin my daftar and pencil to fly on rashed's face. He 9scared me.

Everyone laughed hard the staath had a smirk he hated rashed abdullah and jassem


Jassem: IM SEXY AND I KNOW IT

Lilian: WHEN I WALK IN THE STREET THIS IS WHAT I SEE

Jassem: EVERYBODY STOPS AND STARING AT ME

Lilian: I GOT FASION IN MY PANTS AND I AINT AFRAID TO SHOW IT SHOW IT SHOW IT

Lilian&jassem: IM SEXY AND I KNOW IT


They both started jumping and dancing LOL our class grew close.

There were 5 minutes till the dissmissal bell rings we still were in arabic it was quiet. A little to quiet.

Reem: AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

Se jumped up.

Stath: shoo feeki shoo feeki?

Reem: shft faaaaar.

Abdullah: KAAHOOO

He pointed at me.

Rashed: INGE6A BILZBALA?

Me: LA LA LA

Me: I'd hit you two right now but then it would be animal abuse.

I heard a loud crash

I looked at abdullah: shfeek

Abdullah: 67t sa3deeni

He was on the floor with the desk on top of him.

Everyone looked at me like telling me to go help him. I just laughed hard.

Me: HAHAHAHHAAHH LOL HAHAHHAAHA LAUGHS LOOOOOOOOL ambaih I'm crying.

I was tearing up.

He smiled at the sight of me laughing so hardly :p


I helped him up then went home with lilian to our house of course.!

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Chapta 26

And with that all I saw was black.


I may have fainted but I still hear everything.

Anas: FAI

anas: FAI SHNOU 6A7??

Anas: FAI RDAY 3LAY

anas: FAI OKAY MOO LAZEM TAKLEEN BES RDAY 3LAY

Anas: FAI

And with that I heard a loud bang and I felt someone carry me while shaking.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


I was now in the doctors office he was doing some checkups.


Doctor: meta akher marra kalaitay?

I shat up.

Anas: youmain

Doctor: tara moo zain 7a6ainalech drip oo an9e7ich takleen cerelac kilyoum 3ashan you gain weight moo zain.

I looked at the ground CERELAC
Everyday?

NOO.

Anas: imbala ra7 takel yallah mashkoor diktoor.

I was getting out wila ashoof lilian yaya

Lilian: FAI

Me: shtbeen

Lilian: ya 7aywana 7asbali mitay

Me: chub

Lilian: shfeech

Me: sorry sorry bes mali khilg shay

Lilian: oh

I gave her a hug

Me: wain reem?

Lilian: kahee yaya gam tanzel min ilsayara

Me: m3a mnou yeetay the driver?

Lilian: reem? Ee ana umm la2

Me: haw 3ayal m3a mnou.


Guess who came running. Looking for me.















YES. You guessed correct. It was zayd.

He saw me he smiled then saw anas and looked at the floor.











FUUUUCCCKKKK MMMYYYY LLIIFFEE.


Anas: 3aib itgooleen fuck

Me: wakher 3ani

Anas: kaifech.

Me: and I thought you were going to replace dad sinse he's gone all you've done was ruin my life and they left for TWO DAYS. How will I survive for 8 FUC-REAKIN MONTHS.


I walked and walked past zayd and walke and walked and walked untill I saw reem she gave me a hug and I told her I wanted to go home so we went home she went to her house and I went to mine.

Chapta 27

God how much I hateb my life it's been four days with me the kettle some bowls and cerelac in my room. Tomorrow's school I'm a complete mess I eat one meal a day and that's a bowl of cerelac. It isn't helping like I haven't gained weight nor lost weight.


I haven't heard anas knock on my door since the day at the hospital. Reem and lilian come everyday knock on the door and I'd tell them to go away and I talk to them on whats app.


I git up took a bath washed my hair i love hot showers. Hot showers are just so amazing. I dried my hair kept it wavy sat infront of my closet room and just sat in my bra and panties staring at my clothes.


I decided to wear abercrombie and fitch pants and some white shirt. I was just staying at home.


I love london. I wanna go to london again. It's fun there.


I went to the breakfast room starving before entering I saw abdullah facing me anas had his back to me and zayd next to abdullah facing me.


My eyes fell into zayds for a second which felt like hours.


Anas turned around he was.. What should I say shocked that I came down ;')

Anas: fai

I looked at him

Anas: akheeraaan

I nodded and forced a smile. I looked up to see zayd busy with his phone and eating. My presence didn't even make him want to even look at me like at least give me a sign but no he was ussing his phone while eating.


I went back upstairs. Locked my room and stared at the wall letting out a deep raspy sigh. Ukh wai3. Kraht nafsi.

I read a text. That text was well a text. A text not from anyone a text from zayd. That text told me to move on that text told me that he wanted us to be over that text told me that we weren't meant to be if we are faith will bring us back together.


Oh well fuck you. I'll move on. I'll fake a laugh and a smile untilll i really do move on.

This is the right choice. Okay. It's going to be hard bes basaweeha


"ili mayabeena manabee"

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Chapta 25

Chapter 25

There were six days till school and I'm planning to lock myself in my room for those six days.

But no with reem and lilian I can't :)

Lilian: Faai baabby

I hugged her then reem came I told them everything from a to z they felt sorry and didn't dare ask questions


I told them I needed some time alone they understood so they went.


I locked myself in and sat there just sat there sewing my life hating my life wanting to kill myself but lilian made sur I didn't have any sharp objects before leaving.


At maybe 7:30 PM anas knocked on my door he told me to eat since I haven't eatin' anything since Mcdonalds yesterday.

Anas: Fai lazem takleen

Me: Anas mabee

Anas: fai latkhaleeni akser ilbaab

Me: bacher akel

Anas: 7ilfay

Me: wallah

Anas: okay

He left.

Why is he caring about me I thought he hated me.


===DAY TWO OF MY MISERY===


I miss him so much.


I haven't eaten anything and it's 5:30 PM anas keeps knocking and knocking but i keep ignoring

Anas: FAAAAII he screamed he was angryy.

Fai: anas bes

Anas: Fai giltay ra7 takleen

Fai: moo 3'a9eb al7een ba3ad shway akel

Anas: la2 yallah

Fai: ANAS DONT MAKE ME HATE YOU MORE THAN I HATE YOU RIGHT NOW.

Anas: you hate me right now?

He sounded? Hurt was the word.


And with that all I saw was black.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Chapta 24

"""""" I looked at my phone to see 1 missed call from Zayd and a bunch of others.

Soon enough 2 missed calls from zayd"""

*Zayds POV*

I went home layed on my bed ignoring lilian ignoring my parents.i do not care. The only person I care about right now is Fai ee ma3'ayrha Fai Al X

I synced in shnou anas galee

What anas said:::

"Shouf inta 9a7be minziman oo abeek itwakher 3n fai adree you'r a good guy but one day you'll break her heart and I don't want her to go through that."

That was the only thing I heard that sentence he continued but that sentence made the impossible seem impossible.

I don't know what to do it was 1:30 AM i had a feeling fai was still awake because if she loves me she'd be going through what I'm going through but I don't want her to go through that 😔

I called her once she didn't pick up I called again she didn't pick up and again I was getting worried I called one more time and she picked up.

*NO ONES POV*

Zayd: Fai

Fai: aloo -she said in between her cries-

Zayd: Fai

Fai: Zaaayyd -she broke down again-

Zayd: fai please -his eyes got watery the girl he loved was crying because she thinks he's about to leave her-

Fai: Zayd don't leave me pleeaasee my mom and dad left me please don't leave -she begged while crying-

While zayd broke down silently

Wondering why all this drama? Fai was very close to zayd she loved him he was her brother her mother her father and her best friend but now her mother and fathe left and now Zayd's leaving her.


Fai: Zaydd

Fai: Zayd no I'm not worth crying

Zayd: imbala okay intay worth it inzain intay worth it fahamtaay latkhaleen halfikra itdesh ib rasech.

Fai: okay

Zayd: Fai ana a7ebech

Fai: Zayd ana b3ad

Zayd: fai mabee aroo7

Fai: latroo7

Zayd: bes laazem

Tears where streaming down his and her faces.

Fai: ma7ebek

Zayd: Fai please latgooleen chithi



Fai: okay


Zayd may have been calm this whole time but inside him he wanted to blow up he wanted to scream and shout -I WANNA SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT AND SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT OUT WE SAYIN OOOO RIO RUO RIO-


Zayd: FAI A7EBECH MABI AHEDICH YAKHI FIHMAY A7EBECH WALLAH WALLAH WALLAH WALLAH WALLAH MAGDAR A3EESH


Zayd broke down.

*God this is a dramatic seeen*

But yet they both knew they had to say goodbye

Zayd: Fai

Fai: Zayd please

Zayd: Fai hatha moo goodbye forever

Fai: hatha shnou kilman egool b3dain mashoofhom marathanya

Zayd: wallah moo forever I'll never ever forget you. Never fahamtay? Never oo I'll come back 3la youm takharojech oo akh6ebich bes jarbay tinsayne istansay ib 7ayatich. Bes latkhafeen wallah baredlech youm takharojech


Fai: latred mabeek

Zayd: Bared oo bared 3'a9ban 3alaich

Fai: zayd a7ibek

Zayd: Fai a7ibech

Fai: I guess this is goodbye

Zayd: LA2 LA2 MOO GOODBYE. Bared fa y3ni hatha talk to you later when I graduate.

He felt her smile he felt her sadness he felt her weakness he loved her

Fai: Bye zayd I love you.

Zayd: tadreen ishkether ana n6art 3ashan itgooleen hal kalemat?

he felt her blush

fai: Zayd i will miss you so much

zayd: i will miss you so much more

Fai: Bye

Zayd: ma3asalama Ya a3'la man sakan galbi


They both didn't want to hang up so they fell asleep while hearing eachother's breath

They woke up both to find there phones out of battery.!

They both felt sad nobody was themselves they both wanted one thing and one thing only.


And that thing is



To be back together.

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Chapta 23

This post 7g @My_Mistrie_Life and @nevertrusthim 7d'hom 3jeebeeb 💞😋


Me: nope

Anas: akeed

It wasn't easy to lie at his face

I looked at the ground

Anas: itchathbeenn b3ad, Zayd matiwa8a3tek chii

Zayd: msawayt shay!

Anas: 7di ba9adeg giltlek itha it7ebha in6er bes laaa lazem itgoolaha?

Me: ha inta giltla---

Anas: chub oo bes rikbay ilsayara fai

Me: k

I went to the car put my head on the front hood I wasn't crying at all I don't know why but it's life life has it's downs and downs in my life really :)

Anas got on the car not a single word out of our mouths the whole ride but when we entered our home area

Anas: mahagayt'ha minich

Nizal min ilsayara oo dash ilbait


i entered the house


wai3 shnou laish alyoum bes alyoum giltla I love you too misak'ha 3alay ma9ar la my boyfreind wala ana malta bes giltla shnou wai3 bes wai3 7ayatee khaysa abee ajareb I cut maybe hatha will calm me down la la shnou ghabeya ana? Wai3 wai3 anas wai3 kila he judges mayis2al wai3!

I heard a low chuckle from upstairs

Anas: tdreen cham marra giltay wai3?

Me: wai3 this saying my thoughts out loud is getting on m

Anas: I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD GO THERE OO ITKALMEEN A7AD WALLAH WALA 6ARAT 3ALA BALI HALFIKRA INA IKHTI ITROO7 ITKALEM A7AD.!!!!

He stormed back upstairs

Wai3 khal eroo7 emoot. Chna wayed gam agool wai3 bes wai3 kaifkom abee amoot 7ayatee it8ethh

Al7een 6ab3an gal 7g zayd may7acheeni oo al7een wdi a8tel anas ib sacheena oo ohwa nayem bes laaa :) may9eer 7araan :):):))


Weh sta3'ferallah baroo7 a9ali il3isha.


So I prayed oo chithi itsaba7t chan aroo7 ilbalacona my stomach growelleeedd awesomeee omi oo obooy saferaw oo al7een shloun ba6leb ::)) ee btw BOOKI 6'AAA3 IB SUMMER :):):):):):;) 7ayati 3ajeeba 9a7??? Bamoot min ilyoooo3 :::l makalayt shaaay :/;/;/:/:/




I smell foood :p I turned around to see anas with a bag of mcdonalds in his hands.

Anas: hach

I took the bag and said: oh so you believe me now? Thank you for the food.

Anas: sharaitlech 3shan mom and dad saferaw oo sma3tech itfakreen ib 9out 3ali fa mara7 akhaleech itmooteen min ilyou3.


He walke off to his room

ROOOO7 MOOOT ZAAAIN WAI3 SHNOU HATHA WAIII333 MA7AAD E9ADEGNII. A7een he hates me.

Anas: I don't hate you

I heard a door slam shut :)

My life can't be anymore cooler:)

This summer:


My mom and dad decide to leave
Zayd is forced to stay away from me by anas
Anas hates me
I lost my trust from anas
Lilian's still lilian 😂
Reem's still reem 🙈😂
I have this effin cast on
Now I know who the effing girl is.

I broke down Yes Yes Yes I'm becoming a little weaker by the years


Coming back from montanna had some awesome ups and some female doggy downs :)






*ANAS'S POV*


7di 7di 7di 7di 7di 7di 7di 3'abeee :)


Al7een she has her broken foot she has the problem of mom and dad traveling and this comes up oo al7een ana 3a9abt oo sawait shaklee ma7acheeha al7een ihya im3a9ba

Youm sima3t'ha itgool in ohma moo bf oo gf 9ar feeni HEYYAAA 💃🙈 -\o/-


It was maybe 12:00 AM and she was still at the balcony dam gilt 7g zayd ewakher 3anha khla9 3ayal laish ana a3a9eb everythingss good my little sister is goood khla9 3ayal mala da3ee akhaleeha tabchee bil balacona.

*MY POV*


I sat there admiring the stars admiring the world but hating my presense hating that I'm still on this complicated world. At this moment I wanted to leave i wanted to go to heaven or mars or even saturn.

I love zayd even though he just told me I love him with all my heart i live him to the moon and back gid I love him and I will always love him -AND IIIII IIIII III WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOOUUUHHOOOHHHOOH-


I felt someone come sit down beside me I looked up to see anas i shoved his hand off at this moment I hated him at this moment I hated my life.

Anas: Fai

I ignored

Anas: Fai

And I ignored

Anas: Fai please don't ignore

I felt guilty but ignored

Anas: Fai tadreen itha I didn't do anything that means I don't care but I did something so that means I do care y3ni shtabeeni asawi?

I got up and went to my room. Ee kaifi maaraa7 a36ee wayh.

I layed down crying and crying 'till I felt my phone vibrate I ignored it the whole day because the whole day no one called well everyone called except for the person I wanted to call I looked at my phone to see 1 missed call from Zayd and a bunch of others.

Soon enough 2 missed calls from zayd

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Chapta 22

I sat next to her she jumped then looked up saw me then she put her head on my shloulder while tears spilling out of her eyes.

She broke my heart crying she was just tooo innocent. She put her head on my chest and hid her face I guess so I don't see her crying?


*MY POV*

Zayd sat next to me I broke down I couldn't help it!


Why the heck would they leave and not tell me untill the day they're leaving wait and above that it's for 8 months :)?

I put my head on Zayd's shoulder. I saw him feeling sorry for me and I didn't want that to happen so I put my head on his chest and covered my face with my hands


The best thing was that Zayd didn't say anything he just comforts you and lets you cry!


So after what seemed like half an hour


Zayd : bes khalaaa9 matifa8na chithii

I sniffed then smiled. Wallah jed if your mom and dad traveled for 8 months and don't even say good bye won't you be hurt?


Well I'm close to my mom and dad so yes I am hurt.

Zaayd: aaakkkh ya galbiiii

I gave him a confused stare?

Zayd: AND WHEEEN YOOU SMIIILE THE WHOLE WORLD STOPS AND STARES FOR A WHIIIIIIILE 😂

I laughed: chub

Zayd: a77 ana chub?

Me: yep

Zayd: why do you look beautifulll when you'r crying?

Me: no I don't

Zayd: imbaalaaa

Me: la2

Zayd: imbaalaa

Me: la2

Zayd: la2

Me: imbaalaaa

Zayd: imbaalaaa

Me: ha shnouu

Zayd: 7dech easy to trick

Me: zaain.


I heard someone clear there throat behind us..




Anas: akoo shay 9ayer ana ma3aref 3anna?

Oh sweet mama :o




I decided to add arabic ib my blog wayed gmt akteb ib english :p...

Chapta 21

Chapter 21

How could they my own mom and dad leaving for 8 months and didn't bother telling me untill the day they were going?

Eff everything. Eff my life. Eff the girl that hit me. Eff bitches. Eff me eff fai eff every single thing. Eff my broken bone. But thank god I'm still alive.

Yes I know I'm bipolar.

So I walked out and sat in the living room facing the window so no one could see me shedding tears I called the driver and waited for him to come I got on the car then told him to speed off to our house

We arrived to the house I sped off to my balcony.

---Let me tell you something tht's off topic my room is the highest room right next to Anas's room we're on our own floor and on top of our floor was the 9a67.

On our floor we had a big big big balcony for both of us like it's a master size bedroom balcony. And then each of us had our own little balconies but the bug one was the one I loved.----


So I went to the balcony we shared I sat there and stared outside not moving, not thinking, not talking just staring.


A thought came to mind. I wanted to go to the chalet.Yes weird but I really wanted to go so the driver came and I went to the chalet sat on the sand and stared yes I continued staring. Not thinking. Not crying. Not talking just blankly staring.


How could my mom and dad be so heartless? How could they be so selfish? Leave their children in a country million miles away? And when there daughter decides to run away from them they don't even think of following her? Okay cool.
Awesome. My life's great. My leg's killing me.




*ZAYD'S POV*


Aaaaaakkkkkkkkhhhheeerrraaaan I got the courage oo giltlaha weeoooohhh 💃🙈 La and she had the same feelings YA RAABAAAAH 💃 GALAT IT7EBNI SIMAAAAAAA3TAAAAAAWWW HA SIMaaa3TAAAAWWWW EEEEE DNSIDFFJSKDNBSHDJD AAKKHAAAAAAIIIIIH.

She went to the car. Anaas and i decided to follow her yes I know I know stalkers but we wanted to know where she was going. She went to her grandparents house then came out almost sprinting with tears in her eyes anas just got off the car to see what was happening.


I waited impatiently biting my bottom lip waiting for anas. I waited and waited then anas came he looked worried? Okay what the hell is happening where the hell did fai go why the hell is anas worried.


Me: shfeek sh9ar wain ra7at?

Anas: omi oo obooy besafroon 7g thiman sh'hoor oo twa egooloolaha oo al7een beroo7oon maayamdeehom egooloolaha bye fa al7een bet3a9eb.

I got frustrated what kind of mom and dad esawoon chithi ekhaloon bint'hom oo wild'hom 7g thiman sh'hoor oo ma7at egooloon ma3a ilsalama? M3a e7tirami lihom bes isn't that just effed up?

Me: al7een wain Fai?

Anas: wallah madree ga3 afaker ihya bes it7eb tig3ad barra oo ekoon foug fa ya ama btkoon bilbalacona

Me: aw bilchalet

Anas: eee.

Me: lazem inta itroo7 itchayek ilbalacona oo ana ilchalet.

Anas: yallah.


We split I got on the car kaifkom 3ad I got my license moo mt3awed asoog sayarat kbaar.. I sped up oo dist 180 il7emdellah madashait ib a car crash.

Wi9alt ilchalet ga3adt adawerha chan algaha gam itjabel ilba7a

I heard some sniffing maloomha jed itha ahali besafroon 7g thiman sh'hoor ba3a9eb oo foug kil hatha maygoolole? But her crying I couldn't what she broke my heaaarttt :(

Friday, February 22, 2013

Chapta 20

Chapter 20

Wait huh? Wasn't I his sister... Okay I do love him tooooo but Anas? Mom? Dad? They taught me better than to go and date a guy but yet I still loved him.

Zayd: Fai, jawbay it7beeni?

Me: umm ha umm

Zayd: It's a simple question

Me: I do yes a7ibek

DUMBO DUMBO DUMBO all7een anas hnou bgool baba mama? B39boon ana khibla laish gelt ee hxndubfkaof

Zayd had a huge huge huge huge huge huge smile on his face I've never seen him smile that big 0000......00000

Okay so I ran away I KNOW I KNOW 7di 9ayda blah blah blah The party was in the garden and we were on the couch so I walked as fast as I can to the garden.


I started chatting with anas


A girl came up to me.

Told me to come for a second

Girl: you better back away from Rashed Zayd Anas abdullah and Jassem 'cause they're ours you bitchy slut or I'll ruin your reputation

Me: woah woah woah

I wasn't afraid from her she looked exactly like the girl that hit I was about scratch her head offff.


Me: okay so let me tell you something anas is my brother and no way will he be yours abdullah is my cousin and I'll tell him there's a slut that wants you and Zayd's my brother from another mister and rashed's my freind and he'd never believe you over me and and Jassem don't get me started on jassem so get out of my face

Yes I let it all out

Me: oh and by the way you think I'd forget your face you think I won't remember that you'r the one that hit me in the hospital? Yes I remember there's no way I'd forget that make up bitch face of your's but I won't tell anybody that it was you 'cause I'm not that mean.


Yeah yeah I let it aaaaalllll out.


Yes I still had my cast on yes yes and yes the effin girl led me to have it for 3 years I have a year and a half left :)):)::)):):)



I went to my grandparents house after that little chat because my mom and dad were there and I wanted to spend some time with them

Mom: Zyad goolaga

Ironic right my dads name is Zyad and the guy I love's name is zayd **...**

Me: shnou

Mom: well 7abebti alyoum binsafer

Me: oh wanasa wain?

Mom: Thailand

Me: oh okay for how long

My mom nudged my dad my dad looked at the ground and said "a few months"

Wait huh okay few MONTHSSSSS?

Me: monthsss? Like how many.

Dad: 8 *he didn't dare loook at me*

Mom: but you can visit us every month


No I didn't hear that maybe it's a dream. I didn't just hear what I think I heard I definatly heard it, but I wouldn't lusten I wouldn't beleive it I can't believe it.

Me: No thank you I wouldn't like to visit you. Bye hope you have fun oh and don't bother remembering to call me.hdjsjd







Thursday, February 21, 2013

Chapta 19

OHHHHH YEAAAAH BAAABBBYY ITS SUMMER TIME DAN DAN DARAAA ITS OUR VACATION ITS SUMMER TIME DAN DAN DARAA SCHOOLS OUT SCREAM AND SHOUT


Oh how Bad I wanted to dance YES I STILL HAVE THAT EFFIN CAST BECAUSE OF THAT EFFIN GIRL WHO IS EFFED UP.

FINALLY OH GOD ITS SUMMER AHDBUFBEUD

I made lots of new freinds This school year wasn't the best but I truely experienced some stuff I may never experience ever again

I never went to the chalet after the incedibt and I was surely going there now but I thought the chalet was cursed or something like that.

Every one was in the car!! Literally Zayd anas -still had his broken arm- wahab -who started avoiding me and he's really weird- rashed -he grew close to the guys- rakan -that cousin that likes reem- Abdullah-which is now reem's BF she refused at first but he broke her heart with his sadness so she accepted- lilian-who's still dumb and awesome as ever- reem- who's dumb as always-

There was awkward silence

Me: meaw

Rashed: did you just meaw?

Me: yes

Rashed: you'r weird

Me: weird's just a side effect of being awesome

Everyone laughed then stopped

Me: IT'S SUMMER BABAAAAAY

all: OHHH YEAAAAH


Anas graduated a week ago there graduation was awesome an they all looked cute ;;;

No drama happened during summer so lets skip 'till the last week of summer

A girl held a party which is mixed at first anas refused for me to go but he was invited and said okay since he was with me :(

So I picked out a black open back dress it reached a lot above my knees

I loved that dress but anas being anas had to say it was short so I took a long jacket from harvey nichols with me I started wobiling down the stares while looking down I looked up to see Anas wide eye

But I had to wear flats :(


Me: shfeek

Anas: Oh Em JEEEE

Me: wai3 anas

Anas: you beautifull juliet

*he smiled*

Me: why thank you romeo

We interwined our hands then got out to the car it was already about to start it took me a long time to get ready mom and dad were already there everyone was already there!

My brother and I had the weirdest brother sister relation ship really not kidding.

I put 99.7 and love story came on ironiicc we were just talking all romeo and juliet. Okay I love this song



Me: WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU I CLOSED MY EYES AND THE FLASHBACK STARTS IM STANDING THERE IN A BALCONY OF SUMMER AIR AIR SEE THE LIGHT SEE THE PARTY THE BALL GOWNS SEE YOU MAKE YOUR WAY THROUGH THE CROWD TO SAY HELLO LITTLE DID I KNOW

Anas: YOU WERE ROMEO YOU WERE THROWING PEBBLES AND MY DADDY SAID STAY AWAY FROM JULIET YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO ME I WAS BEGGING YOU OLEASE DONT GOO AND I SAID ROMEO TAKE ME SOMEWHERE WE COULD BE ALONE ILL KEEP WAITING ALL THERES LEFT TO DO IS RUN YOULL BE MY PRINCE

Me: AND ILL BE YOUR PRINCESS ITS A LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAAAY YESS.


Anas: shakhbari this song


Me: abaih 7da bes layl7een I love it!

Anas: I GOT TIRED OF WAITING WONDERING IF YOUD EVER COME AROUND MY FADE IN YOU WAS FADING

Me: ROMEO HELLP ME IVE BEEN FEELING SO ALONE IS THIS IN MY HEAD OR HE PULLLED OUTTA A RING AND SAID

Anas: MARRY ME JULIET YOU NEVER HAVE TO FEEL ALONE I LOVE YOU AND THATS ALL I REALLY KNOW I TALKED TO YOUR DAD GO PICK OUTTA WHITE DRESS ITS A LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAAAAAAAY YES


Me: CAUSE WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAAAAAAW YOU.

I heard some clapping I turned around to see a group of guys in there car they had there windows open and the were clapping while laughing


WOOOPS I had my window open I slowly closed it

I shrugged.

We got there and i still didn't wear my jacket every one wasn't wearing all the girls had short dresses on so I feltinsecure a lot. Zayd came over and gave a Light hug

Zayd: lookin good

I winked which was FAAAIL

Zayd: umm fai why don't you wear your jacket?

Me: well no ones wearing it

Zayd: I know but there's just so many guys

Me: djndusjsjd

Zayd laughed: kilman ga3 ekhizich

Me: adree 7adeee jameela

Zayd: Bes moo ajmal mini shoofay kil il banat e6al3ooni

"chub" was all I said because he was cute while wearing the jacketI looked dumb.


THEN CAME RASHED LOOKING HOT AS EVER BUT STILL MAYIGDAR E9EK 3LA ZAYD....

Yes I still had that major crush on Zayd I was still in love with him!

Rashed: ay iljamaal dah

Me: jamaali ana dah

Rashed laughed: thi8aaa

Me: thi8aa zaynaa

Rashed: zaynaaa wila fai


Me: aaagggoooolll bye bye

Rashed: bes chii at3'ashmar

Me: ha-ha -.-

huggss


Zayd: Faaaaaaii t3alaay dgeega

Me: okay, bye rashed see you

Me: shtabi

Zayd took me to some couch so he started talking.

Zayd: Fai I've been wanting to tell you this since the first day I saw at the airport I just wanted to tell you this a long time ago and i keep regretting why I didn't tell you but I was afraid of the response Fai a7ibich oo I always will.



Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Chapter 18

Back to my POV

I saw anas slowly faint My hody hurt so bad so I fainted I actually don't care but god please not anas just not anas.

I felt someone trying to wake me up I heard reem and lilian crying I heard zayd trying to wake me up and the doctor checking my blood pressure I tries sososo hard to wake up I didn't want to go in comma again I was trying to open my eyes bug my eyelids were too heavy.

I decided to try and move my hand I tried so hard and did it I put all my strength. I slowly started opening my eyes

Doctor: il7emdellah al7een kilikom 6il3aw barra lazem we examine her broken bones

They all went out it was just me and the doctor.


Doctor: al7een shoofay I'm going to touch the spot and tell me if it hurts.

Me: okay

He touched my ankle I squirmed in my place

The doctor looked up and I nodded assuring him that it hurts he touched the space below my toes it hurt He touched my bruise on my neck I made a low voiced scream it hurt a lot.

Doctor: okay and now your hand sorry if it's hurting you but lazem in3aref sa3at il x ray moo zain 7g ili under 18 wayed.

Me: o-okay

He touched the bruise on my hand I bit my lowwer lip and nodded I tried holding back my tears

Doctor: you can cry tra 3adi.

Wallah hal doctor 3jeeeeeb

The doctor laughed: tara giltay ib 9out 3alee

I smiled with tears streaming down my face. Okay if you haven't noticed I wanna tell you some stuff about me:


I'm not a very bright side type of person
I like black
I'm afraid from meat-chicken and la7am-
I don't like food
I'm clumsy
I'm different
I'm insecure even though I get a lot of compliments
I hate fake people
I hate smoking
I hate bitches
I hate whores
And I hate players
Treat me well and I'll treat you even better
I'm weird
You'll never find just like me.

Okay now back to the story shortly after all the new casts and stuff Zayd came in

Zayd: 7imdellah 3al salama booxx

Me: Boo?

Zayd: yes.

Me: haw why that nickname?

Zayd: No reason

Me: LOL

I suddenly got a flashback with Zayd in it


*Flashback*

Me: Now we will be best fwends foweverr

Zayd: yeth and I'll call you boo

Me: me thoo we both cwall eachotha bwoo

*end of flashback*

Me: wait you use to live in montanna

Zayd: ee laish

Me: me to

Zayd: I knew that

Me: seriously you don't remember me boo?

Zayd: ULLLAAAAAAH SHAKHBARI

Me: you forgot aih?

Zayd: eeywa

Me: LOL

Hospital days were over I recovered from my hands and neck and head it was just my leg

Anas recovered from his neck and head and leg just his hand :p

We walked out and got on the car and went home.


*FEW MONTHS LATER*

Last day of exams last day of eleventh grade.....











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Monday, February 18, 2013

Chapta 17

Chapter 17

What the hell?

She ran away this literally happened sorry for the language but she's fucked up. She ran away away outside far from here she got out of the hospital I hope she dies :):) literally who would come to a HOSPITAL and hit broken spots of a patient fuck her!

Anas: faaai faai fai

Me: Anas it hurts wallah it hurts

I was known as the strong one I was always known as the strong but sometimes it's just to hard to stay strong

He got up he barely could walk and hugged me while I was crying onto his chest it hurts it hurts so much my neck felt like It was chopped off BUT IT WASNT and my leg felt like it wasn't there and my hand felt like it was getting burned I was developing a bruise on my cheeck she slapped me :) yes she slapped me. Seriously she is FUCKED UP. -sorry but jed she is-

Anas: bes ssshhhh

Me: anas e3awer wallah tara wayed e3awer

I said between my sobs I couldn't take it I wanted to die it hurt so bad.

ANAS'S POV

She broke my heart I never ever saw her in this position yes she sometimes cries but that girl was fucked up. I know who she is and I know why she did it but I couldn't tell fai at least not now


"Anas it hurts I want to die it hurts so much" she said between her sobs

I got a little teary: bes ussshh your not going to die hang in there shhh


I got up and carried her with all my strength it's not that she's fat she weighs just like a 10 year old literally. But my hand was broken my neck was killing me my head was throbbing with pain

and my leg she kicked to hard then my leg hit the drawer which made a lamp and some stuff fall onto it

but she still was worth it my sister little sister just got attacked and I was to weak to help so she's now worth dieng. If anyone touches her they die.

END OF SENTENCE.


I put her on the bed and decided to call the doctor while she still was crying

I got up and started walking

Fai: Anas

Me: n3m

Fai: please don't go please.

Me: I'll call the doctor and come back

Fai: please

Me: okay I layed down next to her she was still crying I stayed up untill morning she was asleep and I couldn't sleep I was in so much pain she kept waking up because it hurts.

In the morning Reem and Zayd and Lilian came in everyone was coming later in visiting hours

They all gasped

Zayd: sh9aar?

Me: n-aa-aa-dd il di--kk--tt--ooo--r

Zayd sprinted to the doctor he was quite fast the doctor came running


Fai woke up she was crying silently

Doctor: shnou sh9ar shfeekom?

Me: waa7daa da-a-ashat oo she hit Fa--ii w-a-kh-a-rt'ha chan e6ee7 kilshay 3ala reeli oo fai kil her broken bones hathi 6agat'hom oo-oo

I couldn't take it all the pain in my leg it was too much

I was closing my eyes

Fai was suddenly quite then I felt her faint next to me we both fainted and with that my eyes fully closed...

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Chapta 15

Chapter 15


So we left out of the parking and started walking into the chalet


Me: That was such a douche move.

I yelled as I got in.

Wahab: intay 6awaltay

Me: okay

Everyone got on buggies and rhinos the started going out to sultan Zayd and I decided to stay at the chalet i took my purple beats then sat outside

The song talking to the moon played i love the song

I know your somewhere out there somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
my neighbors think I'm crazy
but they dont understand

your all I had
your all I had
and night
when the stars night of my moon
I sit by myself
talkin to the moon
trying to get to you
and hopes
your on the other side
talking to me to
oh am i who sits alone
talking to the moon
Im feeling like im famous
the talk of the town
they say I've gone mad
I've gone mad
but they dont know
what i know
cause when the sun goes down someones talking back
yeah they talkin back
and nigh when the star light
my moon
i sit by myself
talking to the moon
tryin to get to you
and hopes your on the other side talking to me to
oh am my moon
who sits alone talkin to the moon.
Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
still tryin to get to you
and hopes your on
the other side
talking to me to
oh and my moon
who sits alone talkin to me to.

I know your somewhere out there somewhere far away.

ZAYDS POV

Hdhdijabdf why is she still avoiding me? Sheeeeesh. I sat inside while looking outside. I saw her sitting there beautifull as always! A guy was walking accross the beach he waved at her she waved back woah woah woah stop right there waaaaaaaaaaiiii3333 it was rashed rashed wodi a8tila madree laish e8ithhh 😁🔫💣🔪


MYYY POV

The song finished I looked up to see rashed waving I waved back. He was walking towards me he looked cute.. Huh wait nah what I am not falling for rashed. Period end of sentence.

Rashed: heey

Me: hi

Rashed: so laish ga3da broo7ich

Me: kilihom ra7aw sul6aan bes ana oo zayd bilchalet.

Rashed: oh zayd ili ib *** our school?

Me: yup! "I said popping out the "p""

Rashed: oh yallah 3ayal ashoofich

Me: bye

Rashed: bye

Hes said walking away zayd came out and sat next to me great :)

Zayd: hi

Me: hey

I was going to get up and go inside but zayd gripped my hand and pulled me down.

Okaay :)

Zayd: why the heck are you avoiding me.

Me: oh nothing just over heard your conversation with one of the girls you know in the car.

Zayd: wait huh? Oohh that girl wait I'll show you the messages so yoh can beleive me.

He showed me the messages WOOOPS oh okay he wasn't a player she was the player she was gam titlazag fee. Wai3 7aywana SHES A FREAKIN ANIMAL.

Zayd: al7een it9adgeen? I would never ever be a player.

I looked at the ground guilt filling my eyes

Me: sorry

Zayd: no problem it's okay.

He side hugged me.

Anas: awww now look at those two love birds

Me: anas chub :)

Anas: wait can I check your phone

Me: why?

Anas: bes dgeega

ANAS'S POV

I saw zayd side hugging her don't think I'm the free type of brother I would bever let fai hug guys I don't know but I know Zayd he's a good guy but I'd never let her DATE anyone. Okay so I decided to check her phone But not tell her that ga3 ashek feeha 3ashan mat3a9eb

Fa I took her phone read some chats with the guys she had YES I KNOW ALL OF THEM, AND YES EL7EMDILLAH SHE DOESN't HAVE A BF WEH 💩

Anas: hach " I threw her phone FAAAAAAR "

Fai: YAAAAA DOOOOGGG YA AYOHA ALBAGARA WAI3 7AYWAAAN I HATE YOU MY PHONNNEEEEE 😭😭 she got so angry

Me: LOLOL shd3wa it's just a phone oh and este7ay 3la wayech shnou itsebeeni


I decided to play mad to see what she would do. She ran and got her phone zayd chuckeled at us.

Everyone was eating inside so I decided to go eat.

I got my food then started eating without talking to anyone YAHAHAHAHAH I want her to feel guilty oo tit3allam.


Chalet days were over and I haven't talked to her she looked a bit hurt because i would ignore her but still I wanted her to learn. Shnou wain ga3deen I'm bigger than her oo sabatnee so I want her to learn yeah I feel bad sometimes for ignoring her but lasem she learns.


MEEEE POV

Wai3 anas wai3.

He started ignoring me because I told him some bad word, yeah okay I get mad when someone disrespects my stuff that's one of a LOT OF STUFF I hate about me. We were in the car going home everyone was doing there own thing. This weekend I got close kind of to rashed and things got back to normal between zayd and I.


Wahab was quite awkward and Rakan and Abdullah got close to us. It so shows that they both like reem 😂 Anas talked to eeryone got closer to lilian but still didn't talk to me.


We dropped eeryone off it was just me and anas in the car.

Me: inzain lay meta

He ignored and stared out the window

Me: okay well if you want to ignore me, ignore me I meant everything I said.

With that anas turned around with a hurt facial expression okay I shouldn't have said that I absoloutly did not hate him!

The drivers phone rang he was looking around for his phone which made him not look at the road and

with that I heard a crash at the back of our car which only hit me because I was sitting in the back

and suddenly the car flipped over I fell to the ground with pain all in me I stared at anas who was staring at me

He was about to close his eyes his body was filled with blood

Our driver ran away LITTERALLY RAN AWAY.

Anas was closing his eyes my eyes were closing

Anas: FAAAAAAAAIII

Me: AAAANAAAAAAAS

And with that his eyes closed and my eyes closed

Everything turned black.









Chapta 16

Chapter 16

I opened my eyes to see a white wall a white bed and me wearing something white I opened my eyes WIDE. I woke up to see a doctor the doctor smiled WIDELY!

Doctor : 7emdellah 3al salama I'm your doctor

Me: okay

Doctor: I have to ask you some questions before everyone can come in.

Me: okay can-- I--- pl--ea---se-- ha--ve--wa---te--r before Y---o---u --a--s---k

My throat hurt so bad i looked at it to find something white rapped around it okay my neck is broken :)::):):)):):):):)::):)):):):)

The doctor sprinted to the water and gave it to me I couldn't drink so her held my chin up and gave me the water.

The doctor looked quite young like he looked 26 something like that his name was zayd LOL coicidencee

Doctor: okay do you remember what happened


Suddenly everything synced in.

Me: yes

Doctor: okay what

Me: umm, the drivers phone rang then a crash at the back my neck hurt then the car flipped over and and WHERES ANAS *tears spilled down my cheecks*

Doctor: don't worry he just woke up he's in the room next to you.

Me: can I see him

Doctor: not right now but sure but il7emdillah you remember everything and did you see where the driver went

Me: yes he ran away 🔫🔪💣

Doctor: okay but you'll have to stay here for 2 weeks

Me: ullaaaaaaaaaaaaaah laish

The doctor chuckeled: bes 3ashan nit2akad

Me: okay 3adi itnadee my parents please


Doctor: 6ab3an


He left and suddenly I heard some shriek and laughs and "ybaab"

Reem entered first

She gave me a bone crushing hug she was crying awww I love her

Reem: don't ever do that again understood?

Me: haha laish how long was I sleeping?

Reem: 2 months and a half

Woah woah that was a long time wait what about school?

Reem: oh don't worry about schoolthey said you can make it up when you come

Me: i said that out loud?

Reem: yup


Suddenly, Rashed, rakan, zayd, wahab, dad, 3mami, 5awali, 3amati, khalati, mom, both grandparents, some guy freinds from school, some girl freinds from school and my cousins came in with a smile well to tell you the truth the room was quite big so it fit them all every single person hugge me my dad approved my cousins and guy freinds to hug me because they were all just so happy.


LOL 7imdellah I have freinds that car about me.

Jassem *one of my freinds he's just like a brother*: akheeeraaaaaaan gimtaaay

All: ee wallah

I chuckeled they all started chatting everyone was smiling it was 11:30 PM the visiting hors finished along time ago but my doctor was just to awesome!

They all went home except for Zayd Lilian Reem Wahab and Rashed

The guys were staying with anas and the girls with me I really wanted to see anas and apologize!

I woke up the next day to see my doctor chatting with lilian and reem he was very sweet! Don't think wrong!

I got up and looked to y right There was a bed a new bed huh! Okay My eyes fell into another pair of eyes that looked almost like mine :o wait huuuuuh?


Anas: FAAAAIII

Me: AAAANAAAASSS

Everyone got out IDK why but thank god anas is okay!

I got up my leg was killing me my hands were killing me my neck was killing my head was killing me but it was worth it.


Anas had a band aid accross his fore head just like me he had a cast on his left hand and I had one on my right hand he had a cast on his right foot and I had a cast on my left foot he also had a thing around his neck


Wow! Talk about brother and sister and we also woke up on the same day.

-THIS REALLY HAPPENED IM NOT KIDDING IN REALITY we woke up on the same day and we had the exact same injuries but like he had it on his left I had it on my right-

He hugged me tightly then told me to sit down but I refused


Me: wallah I'm sorry I didn't mean it that I hate you I just ugh you probably hate me for telling you I hate you andI'm so dumb but you know that I get mad when when someone does things to my stuff and this accedent was all my fault and and

I said that without taking a moment to breathe LOL

Anas: bes chub okay okay Fai apology accepted and yes I knew you get mad if anyone does things to your stuff bes I wanted to teach you a lesson and who said that it's all your fault ohwa kila min ilsaye8 ilbbbeeeeeepp ohwa mayist7y atwa8a3 he meant to do that he use to work in a house mal ili she calle zayd she's a wh*** and a lifeless ****** and it's not your fault k? It is NOT

Me: K K K OK

Anas chuckeled: sh8a9dech K is an indirect screw you :-|

Me: la la bes chithi moo k yes yea yess


Anas: haha

HUGSSS

Zayd, Wahab, rashed, Lilian an reem and the doctor all clapped and said : awwwwwww


LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL the doctor is one of them wallah oo 6ayi7ae ilmyana but he is cute WOAH WOAH WOAH I DONT MEAN LIKE CUTE TO LIKE HIM I MEAN HE'S CUTE THATS IT OKAY?


All: okay

Me: ha I said that out loud?

All: yess

Me: it's a bad habbit

Everyone laughed at what I said out loud I thought I said it in my mind dubduddn afashel.


It became night everyone went home well since anas and I are in the same room no one NO ONE NO OOOOONNEEE has to sleep with us


It was 1 AM anas was asleep I was wide awake WIIIDEEE AWAAAAKE I heard the door open and instantly closed my eyes a girl came in wearing the tightest clothes evvaaa


she came next to me then suddenly hit my foot so hard YES the foot that was broken

I instantly opened my eyes she saw me smirked than continues hurting me on all the places that were broken

I tried screaming but she put this thing on my mouth WHAT THE HELL IS SHE DOING IT HURTS WALLAH IT HURTS ANAS WOKE UP. He got up and pulled her hair she groaned but not loudly anas couldn't hit her because she's a girl but I got up with pain rushing through me I kicked her with the good leg but she didn't get hurt at all


YES IM WEAK AAAH.

She suddenly pushed me on the floor kicked my neck, foot, stood on my hand but didn't dare touch my head because anas was pulling her hair hard and he was about to kick her but he couldn't because she kicked his broken leg causing him to fall on the floor